Let it rain, let it pour. What we have is worth fighting for. ♥ - Troy & Gabriella
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
i don't want to go another day, so i'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.. ♥
screw my brain. what was i thinking.. i must be damn shallow trying hard not to be one. "ur everything she is.. but ur also everything that she can never be.." i am hurtful and insensitive.. i know.. *sighs* hearing more happy songs to cheer and perk myself up to be better person/girlfriend. im doubting myself whether im worth anybody's time to spend on. it's so ludicrous when one moment everything is back to normal and promise to be better and then, BAM ! i've made things worser. wondering what's the freaking problem with me.. maybe it's my huge mouth i should shut. ouch. can feel my eyes popping out soon from so much crying. seriously swollen.. and the rainy weather accomodates with my feelings. hmmm, slept at 5am. wanted to call him but i noe he's sleeping. ran outta credit, used aunty's handphone.. more cramps and shivering. *bleahs*.. ytd night was awful. fall unto my beddie and curl my body up.. didn't cover my blankie. at least i didn't have a bad dream. hahas. my body's aching.. guess i gotta go. oh, dearie.. rest well since ur exams are over le. :] *mwahs* don't worry too much abt ur chinese orh. will pray for u alot de. i miss you.. tata everyone.. ):
wouldn't it be nice if we were older, then we wouldn't have to wait so long.. s2
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